December 2010
day 29
goals for the next 30 days…
i cant say that i’ve thought about any goals for the next 30 days. i suppose continue saving money so i can get my own car then eventually move out. getting better is at the top of my list lol i also want to buy my own camera since i didnt get one for christmas like i had hoped. but yea i think thats about it. i cant really see what im typing cuz my eyes...
sickness
so fucking sick im leaking not only from my nose but my eyes keep crying for no reason. never have a sneezed so much or coughed so much :/ i hate this shit. i wanna cry i wanna sleep i cant breathe but at least i can eat. :p and at least im not alone and my gf is taking care of me <3 im going to bed now. hope i feel better within the next 2 days that im off. great 3 day weekend heh
day 28
something i miss.. hmmm
i miss having a family, a mother and a father. but then again come to think of it, i never really had much of a family by the time i was 3 my brother was born and he had special needs so most of the attention went on to him. my mother couldnt handle it and left. i do remember my first birthday however.. only because i have a video of it, my mother was holding me and my...
day 27
a problem i have had. holding onto things i love, and my looks. saving money and moving out. motivation and keeping happiness. i dont want to lose yazmin. ever in my life. even if we break up, she’s become my best friend i know so much about her and she about me.she helps motivate me to save money and to want to move out. i wish my dad wouldve given me money for some saving. but nope. i have...
Great sex:
cookiesaurus:
illluminaudio:
bromage:
Biting
Choking
Scratching
Restraining
Whispering ‘fuck’
Pulling hair
Then switching to:
Slow
Kissing
Rubbing
Wandering fingers
And back, with ease.
fuck.
oh yes <3
here we go. 18-26
18
my beliefs… my beliefs on what? life, friendship, in general? i believe people should be kind to one another honesty is always the best way. dont lie dont cheat dont hurt someone out of spite just live life and be nice haha
19.
disrespecting your parents, if they’re assholes they deserve it. if they try hard and your a little bitch thats all you. i hate people who are mean to...
got my hopes up
for a nice camera. fuck. im so let down by this and i shouldnt be, perhaps if we (me and dad) didnt have a full on conversation about camera’s i wouldnt be so disappointed but w.e i guess getting 12 blank canvas’s is still cool? and a new ps2 which is something i used to have but now re have.. is ok. have no games to really play on it.. my kingdom hearts game is at yazmins and my...
fuck
its christmas and i’m sleepin alone. i miss my gf. </3 im so glad she liked her gift. now we gotta take pix of it in use :p
shotgun kisses!? yes please
anyways. merry christmas everyone :]
disney
rollin @ disney today <3 lets hopw today is good :]
#alliwantforxmas
is a cold night, yazmin, a blanket, hot chocolate, kisses, and for you to fall in love with me like i am with you. i know i wont get the last one but hey.. maybe they’ll be a xmas miracle this year hahah :p
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day 17
highs and lows of this year.
god idk this year… has been a doozy a high and a low was my 21st.. saddly enough i didnt enjoy my trip up north like id hoped. but w.e nyc was fun, seeing xavier was tough but help me realize i was over him. got into a relationship with someone like him and sebastian combined.. crazy. me and sebastain no longer talk at all. (high) <3 met yazmin zoe perez...
day 16
mainstream music.
im someone who likes a lot of music, there’s something in every genre that has something to offer, you just have to open your mind and listen to it, give it a try. i don’t mind mainstream music, its not like it physically effects me. if i dont want to hear a song i can change the channel or listen to my ipod or a cd. it makes people happy its all that matters, do...
day 15
fav tumblrs.. i dont really keep up with too many tumblrs to have favs. i like my friend lakeys and robins and the things genasis post. but yea idk about favs.
day 14
i cant remember my earliest memory, i remember so much but idk which came first. so i guess what i’ll say is this. i remember having a family, me my mom and my dad.. before my brother was born so when i was like 1-3 i remember watching movies in bed with my parents and i remember there was once love in this house, a true love that i thought would never end. but everything changes and nothing...
dye
gunna be dying my hair soon, i cant wait! i hope it turns out like i picture it in my head. <3
day 13
move or visit.
i’d like to travel the world id maybe want to move to cali or nyc but i deff want to visit europe and canada and paris and everywhere! i would love to see new sites and see where i feel like home, i feel like cali would be great depending on which part, you get the seasons of the year and a white christmas which i’ve never really had..
day 12
from day 12/12/2010
woke up at 8:20
got in the car with my dad and fought till i got to work
opened the store and listened to the new hellogoodbye cd
bought 2 new gauges from htc due to boredom
counted down the registers
put on katy perry
danced around the store while folding clearence
chilled on facebook and did markdowns
opened the store at 11 o clock
worked worked worked (got...
day 11
iPod shuffle <3
1. This I Believe - Confide
2. Blessing With A Curse - Miss May I
3. Hey Ya! (outcast)- Lorine Drive
4. Memorial Field- Title Fight
5. Gone to Far - I am the Pilot
6. Goodbye Blue Sky - Pink Floyd
7. Whispering Actually - I can make a mess like nobodies business
8. Birthday (tommy D mix)- Sugar cubes
9. Natural Anthem - Postal Service
10. Kill Your Lover- Lorine...
day 09 and 10
09.
I hope my future is filled with my own family, happiness, success, love.. adventure and excitement. i want to travel and et married and have a successful career and just live the life i know i should be living.
10.
My first love..Xavier Mcdaniel Reyes..Discuss him..ugh
He was the one who motivated me. He was the one who tore me down. He was the one who showed me love and the one who...
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day 07, and 08.
07.
Taurus. “the bull”
-Patiant
-Reliable
-Warmhearted
-Loving
-Persistent
-Determined
-Placid
-Security Loving
-Jealous
-Possessive
-Resentful
-Inflexable
-Self indulgent
-Greedy
i’d say just about all those traits are right except the greedy one, i’ve never been one to want more than what i had unless it was in love. and jealousy stems from my years of...
day 03, 04, 05, 06.. (jeezus)
03.
drugs are drugs, some take it to numb, some to escape, some to feel alive, some to just get fucked up. idc what you do as long as if i dont like it you respect that and not do it around me or be fucked up on it when your with me. i’ll do things from time to time to escape and feel more alive cant say it always works. drinking however has just become a downer for me. I should probably...
day 02
where i want to be in 10 years.. far far away from here. i dont want to be in fl i want to be in my own place with someone i care about (and/or married to) with a baby at least. just one.. a solid career. happy. loved. cared for. living. i want to be living life a happy life.thats all i want.
day 01
my current relationship.. hmft. where to start. never been in this place before so happy so scared so confused so worried so excited all at the same time. its like im falling and standing still all at the same time. i can be myself and open up while she is continues to close off more and more, probably fearing it’ll end soon since now we actually have fights (meaning like 2 actual fights)...
